haven’t made macarons in a long time, they’re so ugly!!! hahaha
haven’t made macarons in a long time, they’re so ugly!!! hahaha
GOODNIGHTTTTTTTTTTT <3 :D
Hello, self confidence. Haven’t seen you for a while.
I think I bruised my ribs from the inside due to the overstuffage ._.
Lol iPad. Idk what I was dooooingggg
My washboard body needs a change. The extra protein is for the pectoral exercises that I’ve been recently trying out. Whoooooooo boobsssss
Also,
According to many websites, it takes around 3500 extra Calories to gain a pound. But I also have to consider the thermodynamic properties of each macronutrients I’m consuming. A large amount is still from protein, so I might still gain a bit more muscle along with the fat (not completely sedentary, you know…) We will see how it goes by Saturday. Right now, can’t weigh myself. There’s probably 10 lbs of waste in me at the moment…
As of today, I’ve over eaten around 3000-4000 Cal
After the third day of forcibly stuffing myself silly, I’m starting to feel a pang of guilt again. And it’s, not surprisingly, growing. We’ll see what happens at the end of this week.
Tbh
So far, so good! Not only was I able to eat about an extra 1000 Calories for today (believe me, I tried my best!) and NOT FEEL GUILTY (what a first!), I was also able to talk to my dad about my old eating problems, and now, it seems as if he understands a little about my situation. Actually, I think the only problem with this is that I *eat pretty healthily, so everything I eat is almost super bulky (DAMN YOU FRUITS AND VEGS), and now my stomach is feeling…not so great at the moment. I guess I’ll start out tomorrow with some avocado. And a peanut butter croissant lolol
Another attempt at recovering and gaining a bit of fat:
…I felt like I was able to like someone again! He was tall, cute, smart. Too bad he graduated from HMC this past Sunday :( chances of seeing him again? very low. bwahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh AND HE PROBABLY LIKED WHITE GIRLS ;__________________; i give up -_-
going out and having fun…
this is what I do during stressful times
(via disapprovement)
Mid-Atlantic Cuisine
- Vichyssoise
- Beet, Belgian endive & feta salad
- Scallops with mushrooms and Asparagus
- “Shaker Style” Turkey Cutlet
- Croquette potatoes
- Spaghetti Squash
- Green Beans
- Ginger pound cake with warm cranberries
FREAKING, WHY ARE YOU SO AMAZING. MARRY ME
androgynous
I must say, I’m kinda excited to chop off my hair in the summer lolol
lolol what kind of college student am I
prom #3?
How to tell I’m nervous for my ochem midterm? Drawing nude smoking figures when I’m supposed to be studying. Yep
